but i still love you.....

Tonight, i was crying again looking out the window so my family would'nt know.... what happened to you when i needed you? I did all i could to be there for you, I bled my heart out to make sure you're ok and you just leave me there hanging when i needed just a simple i love you? a simple lie telling me i'll b ok? is that very hard for you to say? you work and get tired and forget about me? Do you know what i do everyday? i wake up thinking and ponder upon how to make it through this day trying to make you happy trying to go to sleep nights and nights i have shit to face everyday but it doesn't stop me from thinking and thinking of you ..i see your pain i care about you but you surely know nothing! about my pain you don't even look at my wounds you inflicted everything i do i dissapoint you that what about everything you do? do you think of me? hmm? you don't get it ....i'm not the only one for you but you're the only one for me...do you know how much it hurts?
Do you know why i'm so different..because of you..you destroyed dawn and guess what maybe it is hard loving me because it's harder loving you. you wouldn't let me walk away